come alive

UNDER THE MUSH

2010-07-25T10:04:00.000-07:00

UNDER the MUSH

interview

testing the site

2010-05-13T07:45:00.001-07:00

VU post mission: to rob a craddle

2010-05-12T20:05:00.001-07:00

to be continued... some time.... when i feel like it.

i think i understand why guys see girls the way they do

2010-05-10T07:45:00.000-07:00

Girlfriend Doesn't Realize Boyfriend is on Vacation - watch more funny videos

Cool arse Videos 2

2010-05-09T06:11:00.000-07:00

KAP10KURT 'DANGER SEEKERS' from MATHEMATIC SAS on Vimeo.

Cool Videos by anime fans and Japanese animators

2010-05-07T20:17:00.000-07:00

Inspiration all over the place

VU comic strip

2010-05-05T14:53:00.000-07:00

Min dancing cute....

2010-05-03T09:41:00.000-07:00

What a lil...

VU face sketches

2010-04-27T19:35:00.000-07:00

2010-04-19T16:04:00.001-07:00

2010 project

2010-02-04T10:34:00.000-08:00

hey folks. So i'm a busy girl for once. two comics on hand and two separate animated music videos too. i'm really excited about the video and what i have so far is proving to be my best animated mission in all of my career. i am only one chic, and i'm doing things usually set up by whole studios. so in the long run, i'm really happy to be me. really happy for such a challenge. makes me fell like a anime character. lol WILL OF FIRE! this year will be my best year, and it still hasn't struck me. i feel it will be difficult to call myself "LazyMills" in an anticipated sense. In the midst of my work i constantly have an urge to keep people in the "know". Open Book i am in some cases. this case will be my stretch of restraint. so the last animation post will definitely be my last regarding my project until i finish things and the finish product is revealed in the planned fashion.

The start of a wonderful upgrade.

2009-12-27T19:29:00.000-08:00

so, I've been feeling like I've lacked that burst of awesome i need when it comes to animating, lately. I know I can do it like the big guys, but I still haven't seen anything great come from my hands. That makes me sad. So I've been on this project, and before I started, I promised myself that I'd take my time and do it right. My problem is that I go as fast as I can. I do a good job, but not my BEST job. I need change. If I wish to be one of the best in the world, I need to feel my way. When you rush in, you can't feel much. So with my promise, I vow to take my time and have fun. Take it easy, yah know? anyho, check out this clip. i'm still working on this thing but let me know what you guys think and what needs work if you spot it.

EDITED!!!

some stuff i do for folks

2009-11-09T13:00:00.000-08:00

wow been drawing up a lot of things. i finally got inspiration back. at these times, i love everything. i mean, now to look on it all, i'm a pretty happy person. i lose and gain love for life like every other sensitive artist. it's a gift. but over all, i have no reason to hate my life. i can say it a lot, but it's all resolved when i witness how i can affect people with my art like i was affected by the art of the people i follow.

so i was on this project and i loved it. one of my favorite ones. just some art. i realize i don't post much on this site..... because i am made of nothingness.

King Con

2009-11-08T16:54:00.001-08:00

NY King Con.

went and became a name people know. lol it's odd. i feel like i've just made a name for myself. most i've ever done in comic conventions was walk around. this time i actually had a table and i liked it for the most part. only thing is that i bore easily so i had a mind to leave early on each day i was there. the con was great. met a bunch of folk. new and old acquaintances alike, i found them near my table. here's a look at some cool people i got to catch on camera. i suck at taking pics at events like this, and i forget to take out my camera. check it.

first off, big thanks to the coolest dude, i have to say, Joshua Jenkins. he's a tad camera shy, but he's otherwise pretty great with words. hints that he's a writer. will be working with him later next year.

did a sketch commission my second day. i enjoyed them a lot. the people i drew for seemed to reall like it. i'll definitely be doing sketches next time i go to a comic con. here i did one of them full metal alchemist characters. yup i loved it but sadly i had to let the customer take it away from it's mama.

Joshua got interviewed but a reviewer from the Times magazine. twas cool. very happy for the likes of him

CALI is AMAZIN'

2009-10-22T14:26:00.000-07:00

so long time no post. things have been well. i did the venture out into Cali and met with a pal o' mine. near the end, i got to meet a new pal, the mighty producer of Boondocks, and he was totally cool as hell. to bad i lack social skills. i would've sooooo flexed my funny bone. tell a few horrible jokes and make fun of everyone i see. but like i said before, i was totally nervous. it is how i am when meeting new people or plain just out of my comfort zone. luckily the chic i bunked up with was cool as hell. it was like home. *cough* but about the interview, it went well. they seemed to like me and my reel, so i hope to hear back from them about the position soon. i thought i failed at first since i forgot everything i was meant to say for my pitch. there were 5 people asking me questions. i answered as well as my short circuited brain allowed me. as i told them about the characters in my project, one guy asked me if the character had her voice. for people who know of my Violator Union project, i do the voice of my OC, Leara. well, i'l never loved my voice enough to perform, but as i denied any further creative actions, i suddenly burst out in a voice.... emphasis on the word "A". the voice i did wasn't even the right one. for some reason my nervousness caused my brain to pick the wrong card out of the deck. so embarrassing. then the guy asked me whether i could do the male characters voice. lmao. i found that funny after i got out of the interview, but at the time i took it into serious thought. lol (please don't make fun of this, i am way to naive for my age. if you tell me that you've seen a horse on a bike, i'd probably think it's possible. oh i can take a joke, but at the same time, take it as a truth. seriously something wrong with this picture.lol) other than that, the thing went well. the studio is awesome and i hope i can understand people better in a place like that. i really hope so. i hate being so distant with people. it's not that i actually hate you all... i just dislike having to figure you out. it's way too complicated. but if i am a part of a place like this, i'd have nothing better to do BUT figure you all out. Well! will let you know of their decision later. right now, it's time for me to animate the hell out of something.

mills

oh yeah, and Cali was amazing. the big muscle guys were... very.... coooooooooooool :)

i'm being interviewed

2009-08-12T12:00:00.000-07:00

yup, by an animation studio and i will have to fly out of NY for the first time. EVERTHING is for the first time... fllying, getting a JOB (actually, i've never worked an honest day in my life, appart from freelance and commissioning), Living on my own, being so far away from my NANA. i'm gonna miss that old crow. aaaaaaah SHeeeiiiiiiiiiit! i am nervous as hell. i can't stop yawning (i yawn a lot when i'm nervous, apparently), i lost my apatite for any food so i'm feeling even more jitters in my gut, and for some reason, i can't sit still. i know something is wrong, since, for one, i eat whenever i see food, i never move EVER!, and i usually yawn about five times a day, tops. so my sudden situation has to be more nerve wracking than i thought. SHIT, i may be joining a team of animators whose work brought me to the point i am now. i would be such a fan girl if the definition is understood and i know, come time, i will be such a spazz. i'm not that afraid of failure, death, or competition. what has got my nerves jumping is how everything is happening so fast. i'm not used to fast pace anything. my head starts to shut down at times like this. worst of all, since everything is so new, i can't think of anything good. by far from what i may seem, i am not an optimistic chic. i once was called "morbid" by a doctor who frowned when i kept repeating how i thought i was gonna die. SHIT SHIT SHIT. i know my pals have confidence in my mission, and even thou i think the worst, i DO have faith in my work. i do. i just think i'm spazzing out, is all. Arts been about the only thing i have ever had confidence in. no one was ever able to knock me off my horse. i will never say i'm even one of the best, but i WILL say i have fun so being the best to anyone outside of myself doesn't hold any substance to me. fun is all that matters to me.

weapons i want to use

2009-06-30T21:51:00.000-07:00

.... in an animation, duh. some old plus some new weapon sketches. hope yall dig. oh and at the bottom is a hover bike. nothing too special. fairly simple. i can do better.

2009-05-30T20:18:00.000-07:00

my OC from VU. just put up my pitch site for my original story, VU/ Violator Union. check it if you want. not much is up yet so plz bookmark the page. VioUnion.com

CHUN LI

2009-05-30T19:58:00.000-07:00

nother one i did. not satisfied with this one. i think i really wasn't feeling up to finishing it. may try another style i may feel a bit more attached to. this one is starting to make me sick. lol blah blah blah...

Ryo

2009-05-25T20:51:00.000-07:00

check it.

took a bit of time away from my work, but here's something i fixed up. it's Ryo, yall. maybe i'll sell it at my next show. idk. i may.

2009-03-14T21:56:00.000-07:00

what's new? lots. been pretty busy. seems like my emo stage is over and done with. other than gigs i've been doing for folks, i've decided to do my own thing and come out with my own toon series. VU/ Violator Union. working on a pilot and an opening theme. you guys will see it on TV sometime in the future.... if i have to die putting it on there. ;P

yup

2009-03-07T06:55:00.000-08:00

VU sketches. done a day ago. just practice

2008-12-07T20:21:00.000-08:00

meaning?... i am meaning

fake tatoo of the day

2008-11-18T18:42:00.000-08:00

some face art i did for fun. it was water paint so it took a while to make it look thick enough. wish it was permanent, but my grandma forbids me from getting a tattoo on my mug. booooooooooooo.

2008-11-05T13:06:00.000-08:00

yeah, feeling great now. here's some crazy stuff i came by for inspiration...

colored annie coming

2008-08-23T11:46:00.000-07:00

2008-07-29T17:43:00.000-07:00

my annie reel of doom.

wildseed Pages

2008-06-12T14:45:00.000-07:00

a comic i'm doing for UVC mag publisher

just a couple of sample pages to the goodness not in order.

yup

2008-05-30T07:52:00.001-07:00

7d407f855e1c08b4ea87f6fc322d42a1

My Original annie

2008-01-21T12:48:00.000-08:00

the original annie. as well as the beginning of the roughs. check it. it may out of site so just scroll over the blank area and click the play button when it appears....

fam

2008-01-11T22:39:00.001-08:00

this is my great grandmother... she was so mean and racist... she's known to carry razors in her pocket at all times.... don't ever mess with old ladies like her... she'll mess you up right back.

B-Boy King

2008-01-11T22:36:00.000-08:00

my original concept story, "B-Boy King"

GV Annie

2008-01-11T22:29:00.000-08:00

my "God Vacation story and started animation i did on my free time. it's pretty much just the intro... i never got to the actual episodes. they would be fun to do thou...

randomosity out the wazzo

2008-01-10T19:59:00.000-08:00

just some art and stuff i feel like decorating this site with. really don't know what i should type here, so i'll just type what come to mind at this moment........ Art comes out of my ears, and it's brother is a toaster.

I dream in color.

death to all humans. lets gamble our money away.

i'm not human, i am god.

i'm not a god, i am simply human.

2008-01-10T14:10:00.001-08:00

a slide show of my work.... but there's more on other sites if you wanna see... if you do not want to see, you are all doomed.

the rivals in rough form of doom

2008-01-08T14:05:00.000-08:00

so i did some roughs of my up coming project of doom. it starts out with two rivals and you will have to wait and see what happens... but the idea my friend and i came up with was pretty funny and action packed

so here we are...

2008-01-07T19:04:00.000-08:00

Sooooooooooo... this here is my second blog ever. I will try to not delete this one out of meaningless frustration. so incase you are wondering, i'm shawna and i'm an up and coming artist. i'm well rounded so be ready to take a gander at more than one type work coming from me. firstly, the link to my main site is here Lazymills site.
it will be on this site that i will post the preproduction work of my and my good friend's newest animation idea. keep an eye open for that goodie. peace out for now, peeps.